inside of my head

  What I carry with me always, I always carry my bracelet and my ring.. The reason I always carry them and never take them off is because their real and were given to me by very special person. My mother gave me her bracelet one day and it resembles our heritage and where we are from because when your born in the Virgin Islands you usually get one that resembles your personality, but I lost mines 4 years ago so she gave it to me. My great grandmother had the ring and gave it to my grandmother, then she gave it to my mother, my mother then gave it to me. This ring is important to me because it's a symbol that I have family who don't depend on recent and more current things that even though I'm young I can carry around something that has been around for a while with history to it. I think if I lost it I would feel that I have disappointed or really didn't have any background knowledge of my family or my own hometown memories.

 In my life The dream I have is to become a pediatrician. I want to become a pediatrician because I love children and I want to help them and make a difference within their lives. My goals are to take all the medical classes in high school and then go onto college pursuing my dream take the courses and hopefully land into medical school. My goals are providing me with guidance because I have to achieve what I want on my own I can't always depend on others for my own personal needs. 

If I had to choose one person who has always been there for me it's my little sister Bella. I always think about how she is and why she is soo kind. I am not the best person yet she never says anything to judge me nor to bring my mood down. She's my one true inspiration because with her being so young and understanding and able to be soo amazingly smart and interactive with me it inspires me to be a better more caring person to influence her correctly. She impacts me soo much because I don't know how she got to be so experienced about these things. She's one that will make you smile no matter what your mood and will show you the most love and make you feel like your the most important person in the world. Like you already found your person this is why I love her. She's my person. 

To describe my personality I would say I am candid, imaginative, and thoughtful. I would like to think of myself as these things because I try to be a good person and although I may not always succeed I do try. I think of others as their own person we are all different and can't all live up to the expectations others uphold so why hold others to expectations. I think that my personality has allowed me to be an exceptional person for myself. I can't really strive to be more than I am but I can accept the person I am and who I can't be. I am a good person, and I can't change who I am. My personality represents my ability to strive for what I want and skip what I don't. 

My memories can only tell a fraction of my life that is relevant to my life.. They are explaining how I am impacted and how I can be affected. My memories are more loving than regretful. I don't regret any of my relationships that haven't worked out because they all led me to become who I am today and to make better decisions for myself. When I look back I think Of all the good times we had and how we always imagined love but were young. My memories are with my family showing that my family is the most important thing in my life. They are always there helping you get through the toughest times. They are the ones where you go back to your sixth birthday and remember how happy y'all were. Or the day they got you another member in your family. My memories are precious because they are what I have to remember of people I care about. They explain the time I met my first best friend or got my first cat and then killed it, accidentally. They show what happened.